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| So life has been changing alot lately. Walter and I broke up but we are still friends. Which is totally awesome. Desiree is the love of my life as of right now and always. I spend everyday with her. Anthony left for basic training a few weeks ago and I must admit its totally not the same without him around here anymore. Desiree him Walt and I used to have so much fun hanging out together. The three of them are my life. I love them soo much. Yessirr. I must sayy life couldnt get any better then this. <3 | | |
| Where do I start. Waltyy started school Monday. I was upset at first, but even though I can't see him during the day he finds time to come see me when he gets home. So as of now everything is perfect with him. He makes me soo happy. I love being with him. I have been thinking about Billy alot and wondering how he is doing. It stinks because to me it seems like he is still alive. I don't go to Schalick anymore so I don't ever see any of my Schalick friends...and they are def. not dead to me...so neither is he. I just found out I have mirtal valve prolaps. Nothing bigg just alil thing with my heart. It causes me to have chest pains. but that's it. It should go away in a year or soo...idk. I try to keep myself in a good mood and happy...which isnt too hard with walt around. I just hope things stay this wayy. everything is perfect! | | |
| So life has been soo incredible. Everyday I spend with the love of my life. And he makes me laugh all the time. I don't think I have been upset for the longest time. Except for now. He is leaving for school soon and I guess I am scared to lose his friendship. He keeps me strongg. He says things will be okay, so I hope that they will. I know they will. I love him and it will be like he is here...just I won't be able to see him everyday. I already miss him thinking about it. lol. Im soo stupid. It's hard saying goodbye to the one you love...even though your not really saying goodbye. I will still talk to him all the time...and miss him every single dayy. Everything will be fine. I just need to stop worrying. I'm making myself sick thinking about it. I hope he realizes what he means to me. Everything! | | |
| So Im alil upset right now but im okay. Things havent been so great. I mean I moved so I have to go to Woodstown. That means making new friends...and Im not good with people. And Britt is having problems...or was...and Im very worried about her. I dont know. I try to be happy but I just cant seem to stayy that way. Only when im with a certain someone. Cough cough. Yeahh soo I am in Avalon with my dad...and it was better that I thought it would be. I mean we got to talk about alot of stuff and it was pretty relieving. I went shopping with him and the family and I bought a beautiful ringg...and I got someone special something too. I hope he likes it. Im soo worried. But I dont know. I cant explain how Im feeling right now. My pill has been making me very sick. I have bad pains and have to go to the doctors. We hope thats all it is. Look like I have to go on another pill. Fun fun. But we will see. For now I plan to spend my time trying to keep the love of my life happy....haha and ohh do I have some things in mind. Can't wait... | | |
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